A normal day.. sort of happy n sad day.. sad because mum sick d.. yesterday went to clinic n c doctor.. but today still haven recover.. hope she will recover soon.. yesterday sharon suppose to went back to abudahbi.. but too bad.. there's no more seat for her n her sister.. coz she is staff of the etihad airline.. so.. they put customer first staff second.. but good oso lar.. i can c her one more day.. she n her sister overnight at our house.. hehe.. yeahh.. she went back today.. i felt happy because i finally had done my blog.. welcome to my new link.. hehe.. by the way.. just now i chat wif my cousin.. i ask him wad he do during holiday.. his answer is more than i expected.. he answered me.. do cake(real cake).. shit.. play game.. sleep.. bath.. sport.. movie.. eat n play piano.. a guy lea.. do cake during holiday.. me lea.. a girl leh.. i din do anything.. felt so cha lar.. felt so sorry to my ownself.. i shud learnt from him.. as my mum said.. as a girl.. dun always on9 chit-chating.. do more housework.. as my dad said.. read more books to gain more knowledge n experience.. i'm so useless lar.. T_T.. sorry of being selfish all the time.. i shud do wad a teenager shud do now.. dun waste time.. yeahh!! jia you jia you..

Yesterday late night around 11.. our house area.. dun hav electricity.. dat time i was in my room.. looking at the mirror.. wow.. suddenly everything become black in front of me.. i was stare at there.. dun dare to move.. coz it's so dark.. cant even saw a single thing.. mum n bro light up sum candles n put it everywhere.. then i walk to the living room.. so dark.. nt used to it.. is late at night.. all of us were so sleepy.. mum cant tahan d.. she went to my room n sleep.. dad walking here walking there.. he hav a bath then go back to his room n sleep.. haha.. but he cant sleep.. i heard he walk in walk out of his room.. bro sleep at the living room.. coz inside the room was like sauna.. damn hot.. but outside will let mosqitoes bite till 'fei tian'.. i sat at the living room a while.. then go back to my room n sleep.. very hot lea.. cant fall asleep.. i sms-ing wif sum1.. then fall asleep d.. suddenly i felt wind blowing.. yeahh.. electricity came.. i jump up from my bed.. i shout yeahh.. namoamitabha.. sin choi sin choi.. 雨过天晴.. i ran to the toilet n bath.. then straight away sleep.. 1 am sumthing dat time.. haiz..

Today afternoon i dream of sumthing strange.. it's hard to explain.. but it's nt a good dream.. weird n stupid.. but it's so real.. the dream trapped me in.. i cant even wake up n open up my eye.. but along the dream.. i heard my mum talking v my dad outside.. until my dad knock me door n wake me up for quite sum times oni i get rid of the dream.. relief.. by the way.. did i do anything wrong.. y those strange things keep happened to me? haiz.. pray hard.. besides dat.. mayb afternoon i slept too long d.. at night cant fall asleep d.. haha.. i called my cousin to come along to my house.. wahaha.. cant believe she so good.. stay here till 12 am sumthing.. bro wants to eat burger.. by dat time.. we all hungry ady.. so.. me, third bro n my cousin went to ta bao burger.. beside the burger stall is 7eleven.. bro go in n bought drinks while waiting for the burger.. haha.. sure will get fat during tis holiday.. haha.. k lar.. i hav to go now.. nitez!!

Yeah.. exam over liao.. relax.. can sleep as much as i can.. lol.. two weeks of holiday.. do wad? havent decide lea.. sure very boring.. i can predict by using my six sense.. anyway back to today's story.. today i sat in the bus for more than half an hour.. as usual wait for the MGS girl to come out.. fall asleep.. shyan go for tuition.. din accompany me.. i alone.. uncle talk to me n ask me many questions but i juz reply him short n steady.. yalor.. hmm.. no mood to talk.. very tired n headache.. came back home.. i do all the housework.. coz mum n dad haven come back.. bath ah boy.. everytime bath him is equal to bath myself.. i will get wet.. haiz.. coz tis is the third time i bath for him.. no skill.. 4pm sumthing.. mami n daddy back.. they talk to me.. but i din reply them much.. damn moody today.. =.=.. felt everything is nt right.. anyway.. thx to suzanne.. she was trying to make me happy.. thx.. mum n bro argue bout sumthing.. then i went to the kitchen n ask my mum wad happen.. then she say ntg happen in bad tone to me.. she was like releasing her anger dat cause by my bro on me.. haiz.. wad can i do.. i dun want to fight back.. so dat wont make things worst.. i juz stand there n hear wadeva she scold.. tis i learnt from my cousin.. she say elderly ppl r like dat.. so 忍一时风平浪静, 退一步海阔天空.. mayb i shud sleep earlier tonight.. to make things right.. thx for reading my blog..

Yesterday night sharon(brother's gf) came back.. she gav me a present.. a pyjamas.. she bought from ireland.. nice.. i like.. besides dat.. i receive bear bear from wen n hweai.. like it so much.. nice to hug.. lol.. today very stress.. addmath paper 2.. sej n chemistry paper.. hoho.. too bad.. i din study at all.. yesterday keep watch movie oly.. last paper is sejarah.. i compete wif chin.. c who finished the paper 1st.. most probably is chin finish faster de lor.. but dunoe y tis time i faster.. haha.. chin, u deserve ur punishment tomolo.. (hehehehhe).. 20 minutes i had kao tim my paper.. dunoe shud say easy or wad.. but i'm sure sej wont fail.. lol.. but addmath.. is 150% will fail.. haiz.. addmath paper 1 quiet ok.. but paper 2.. 1 word can described.. WORST.. i blank many questions.. chemistry.. first time not so confident.. hope din fail lor.. hooray.. tomolo is da last day of exam.. countdown for freedom.. but still cant go out.. dad wont let.. sad.. today all alone at home.. mummy n daddy went to melaka for doing the new house thingy.. stay one night there.. after school reach home.. sky started became dark n followed by rain.. wah.. i nt dare to bath lar.. T_T.. thunder.. boy barking outside.. coz he afraid of thunder too.. so i accompany him outside.. then i cook myself.. at 1st i plan to cook fried rice.. but dun hav rice.. haiz.. then i check whether got anything for me to cook.. at last.. i found sumthing.. mushroom soup.. hehehe.. i ate mushroom soup v bread.. lol.. then online chat v jessie.. then bath.. feed boy.. now i'm waiting for dinner time.. hungry liao.. erm.. ah.. sumore.. i've learnt sumthing.. we must appreciate good life we hav now.. we r much more better than those victims at china cause by the earthquake.. they suffer from losing their family members n living place.. pray for them..

Today is my birthday.. i wanted to say.. THX TO ALL MY FRIENDS.. love u all so muchiee.. got so many wishes from u all.. felt so gan dong.. today din celebrate at home.. coz bro all nt here.. eldest bro's gf came back.. so.. noe lar.. haha.. but i got a cake from my mum.. stawberry cake.. thx u!! muakkkkkkkk.. love ya.. my third bro ah.. no need to say.. haizz.. paksa him wish me happy birthday pun tak sanggup.. but he got curi-curi sing happy birthday song lar.. i think dat he sang for me lor.. haha.. last word.. THX TO EVERYONE.. ^U^

Halo, i'm back to blogging again.. Last week seldom online, coz exam mah, need to study.. Ermm, last monday i nvr sit for phy n math test, coz of fever.. haiz.. Felt so sorry.. Actually i thought is juz small flu only, so i din take good care of it.. haiz.. who knows next day really sick ady.. kena lotery. Next week still got three days to go for the exam.. addmath paper 2 sumore.. my weakest subject.. haiz.. really need to pray to god.. for me to get good grades.. oh yah, past tuesday is ah chin's birthday.. happy birthday to u, chin.. i've bought ur present today.. wahaha.. not 7 zai lor.. hope u'll like lor.. ohyah again, last sunday is mother's day.. i did wish my mum happy mother's day n gave her the 'yang meh meh' doll which i sew by myself.. she laugh at me when she saw it.. haiz.. embarrasing lar.. 1st time do tis.. mum say i shud do for my husband nt for her.. haha.. no comment.. mayb i really shud do for my husband lor.. after dat, dad ajak us makan lunch together for mother's day.. then bro say wan sing k at new jj.. mum n dad dun wan at 1st.. but then me n my bro keep talk n talk to let them go.. finally they agreed.. wahaha.. after lunch we set off to new jj.. haiz, i less chance to sing.. bro keep rampas mike.. but i still gt sing lar.. especially wo ke yi.. haizz.. no voice still singing all around.. voice polluted in dat room.. wakaka.. 1st time i heard my dad sing.. he hav a nice voice actually.. our family nt bad in singing 1 leh.. (kembang).. haha.. ok.. back to today.. cousin sister.. brought me out.. belanja me eat lunch n buy present for me.. THX U.. i will take good care of ur present.. muak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya always.. ^^

I'm a good girl.. today i woke up bout 6 am.. well.. the alarm haven rang.. i woke up by myself.. felt weird to woke up so early at saturday.. after i prepare everything.. i go to my dad's room.. knock knock n went in.. wow.. i mum is there oni.. dad is missing.. i scare i late to school lor.. coz by 7.20 am we muz reach school ady.. coz bus wont wait for us.. i straight away called my dad.. phew.. luckilly he nvr forgot tat he need to fetch me.. he oni went to hav his breakfast.. insane.. so early take breakfast.. to me is abnormal.. coz i nvr take any breakfast so early.. no appetite early in the morning actually.. while waiting papa.. i on9 a while.. bored.. mong cha cha.. dad reach d.. then fetch shyan.. fly to school.. at school.. we wait for the bus.. holly crap.. all bus came d.. oni teacher haven reach.. still need to wait.. (sigh).. teacher took our attendance.. one inti college man gave us 1 sticker wrote bus 2.. scared us sesat.. haha.. i slept a while in the bus.. yeahh.. reach into college d.. the building of the inti college looks like telekom lar.. i told hweai.. they all agreed too.. then a inti college student bring us to a hall.. n we hav our breakfast there.. meehon.. cant finished it.. after eating.. a physic lecturer came n gave out his talks.. three hours leh.. bored.. after tat hav lunch.. then inti college students bring us jalan around their school.. wow.. i like their library.. big n comfort.. many books n CD there.. well arranged.. their place looks clean.. then we went back to the hall.. a chinese addmath lecturer came n gave out his talks.. he is kinda hyperactive.. keep jump n jump while he saying sumthing.. lol.. after tat we take pic n go back.. slept in the bus.. very tired..

Dad n his fren Mr Gan come n fetch me back home.. no mood to talk v them in the car.. while my dad ask me how was ur trip to inti college.. i answered not bad.. tat's all.. ntg much.. then went back house.. no1 is there.. dissapointed.. after a while.. mum called.. ask me to do housework.. more dissapointed.. then eldest n second bro back.. went out eat dinner together.. back to home.. bath n stick my mid year exam schedule on the wall.. do sum revision.. my eye closing.. tak tahan d.. straight away sleep..

Hihi.. i'm here again.. erm.. hari ini ialah hari persekolahan.. hehe.. quite funny.. crap v loudspeaker gang.. wen ah.. hweai ah.. shyan ah.. left chin.. today she very quiet.. keep doin her tuition homework.. abnormal lar.. we talk bout wad we goin to be in the future.. honestly.. i nvr think bout it b4.. so.. i nt sure.. most funny is.. i told them.. i'm goin to hav 4 children.. hav a banglo.. rich n good husband.. two maid.. so tat i no need to do housework.. hweai lagi funny.. she say she goin to hv three children.. coz she ngam ngam 5 person can fit one car.. aiya.. dun think too far.. everything i think now.. nt really will became in the future.. it's oni a dream.. ntg in tis world will goes smooth as i think.. hehe..

Tomolo need to go inti college at subang.. dun feel like wanna go actually.. aiks.. but for my future good.. had to go.. c wad course i goin to take after SPM.. by the way.. most important is my SPM results.. if nt good.. had to work for MPK d.. as wad my dad says.. next week thursday is our mid term exam.. nervous.. i scared my addmath failed again.. T_T