Confession (End of First Year University Life)

First year of university life has officially over. Lots of confession to be made in this post. Life in Sem 1 and Sem 2 is way different. Sem 1 is the period where we met new friends, hang out and get to knew them without boundaries. Sem 2 is period where we can see or evaluate friends with their so called "real attitude". It's time to have a clear cut and realisation of the word FRIENDSHIP really are. We can't expect that everyone in the society to be click and be able to merge with us, but we might have the right choose and categorise which type of friendship we are (True, close, good, normal, Hi & Bye types). However, I believe that by using your "heart" to enhance and to get close with friends and others is the best way. As I know that we're human being, we can feel it. What other's thinking we can't control, be true to yourself and others will do.

        Whaoh! Time flies. Next sem back Sabah i'm goin to be senior. Appreciated this one year life in Sabah. On the other hand, my mood against this sem 2 is really fluctuate badly, but i do learnt a lot. Let me see so called "politics" in uni, friendships & conflicts, house, relationships matter and many more. These factors really use up lots of my strengths. These really exceeds my limitation which sometimes i really struggle a lot to overcome it. I'm lucky that there's few friends who willing to be my listeners. They willing to listen and motivate me to move forward. I gained good friends of mine by the way. Big thank to them. NOW! everything is settled and over. Moving forward for my holidays! Gonna utilized it fully no matter what. Gonna spend time for my family members, hometown buddies and many many more for these three months break.

      Erm... recently, I've been facing my own relationship thingy. A guy which I knew him for estimately 1 year has confessed. I've good impression in him since last sem as well. Um.. but there's lots of uncertainty in me. I got no confident~ I haven't prepare for it~ Good impression is it equate to love?! I dont want to play with relationship stuff. I'm afraid to hurt him as well. Um.. mayb time is needed to prove and have a clear view about this relationship. Hope that we're still friend if worst comes to worst. :((( Anyway, positive thinking! Look forward for prosperity~!


APK Organizer Team

Happy Sem Break/ Holiday!
Be Positive! Be Chilled! Gambateh Neh~ Sayonara ;)